I know you meant no harm, my fault there but you are right that I do get very anxious over a lot of things, as I have done for as long as I can remember. I spent a good few years trying to overcome and focus any sort of problem my speech brought up but in reality it is something stuck on my mind and always something that will sit there, and yes there’s fluency when , for example, I got high but that is just something that was there for however long and came back not long at all after. I’ve got a few problems with my speech which I won’t go into but after trying however many techniques it is I have, I was just confused as to why it was only the use of weed that made it apparently better. Why is it that I gotta alter my head and mind to speak ‘normally’. Idk man