I empathize completely. When it comes to hourly jobs, customer service/some form of consistent human interaction is a huge part of the most widely available jobs. I haven't had any luck with recruiters either. I look great on paper and I even interview extremely well, but I see people's faces when my first stutter happens. Depending on where you live and what your resources are, you may qualify for government assistance such as unemployment benefits, disability benefits, food assistance etc