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Your song is great. I have to admit that it made me feel sad, i have tried so hard to learn to sing in tune but i cant. Have played the guitar since i was 9 (i am 27 now) and i am so límited, i cant do much rhythms, i get the same feeling i get when I stutter. Very few times i have felt Free from this jail and been able to do something beautiful. I am exhausted of trying to Shine and feel Free and happy. My soul is drowning in suffering and i Just dont have the strength anymore to keep trying to beat the odds. If i had something i felt i can do and work hard without Being inevitably mediocre and feeling like a complete unfixable disaster, i Would put all the energy of the World into it, i am Just too tired of facing my own walls again and again and feling like i will inevitably crush every time i get up, i honestly believe there is no happy meaningfull road for me to follow, im a mess sorry crying here, im Just in a really low point thats all. The singing for me is really something weird, all my life i have been a really Bad singer, like honestly Bad, and i keep trying hoping one Day i will be good and it will give me relief, but it Just doesnt happen no máster how much effort i put into it. Its like i have all these Dreams that are unreachable and my everyday is a battle i am to tired of losing. I am really considering the idea of walking away from my life, like catch a train and start walking and moving, escape and never come back, maybe seeing the World will keep my out of this loop of trying to be someone genuine, valid, talented and sensible. Sorry for my english, i am spanish