I’ll give the book a read. Maybe I can take my speech to superhuman levels\[ lol feels wierd saying it, knowing how f\*\*ked I was\] . Also for anyone reading this, when u get fluency in ur speech and this thing u have\[ maladaption\] passes, you will have a sense of achievement that very few experience. It feels like a power-trip. Actually better than a power-trip. And believe me, being a litigating lawyer is one\[ power-trip\], but being able to say what you want to say, when u want to say it and how you want to say it, with no worries. That's what I want everyone here to experience. Also if people think I am in anyway smarter, braver or anyway shape or form better than anyone , that's not true. I have a very average IQ. Hell I was held back for my learning disabilities \[not too big\]. I am hoping to just spread love and positivity, because the fact that what we have is treatable\[ my opinion\] or atleast manageable\[ what most believe\] problem is a great thing to celebrate. Though sometimes when I was younger I did wish that I was Dumb... sign language looked cool. Also, have a sense of humor about it....we stutter, some people fart in public...we all have our social maladaptation's.. who cares...fuck anyone for judging us.