Death by stutter

Death by stutter I really really hate my stutter because I can’t express what I’m like to other people because I struggle talking at a normal volume and what’s worse is when people say “I’m sorry I can’t hear you at all speak up” causing me to stutter even more😂. For example I work in McDonald’s as a part time job whilst in college and it was someone’s smart idea to put me on order taking five minutes later I got removed because I couldn’t even greet people aka me getting stuck on “good morning” and “hi”.