I absolutely respect what you're saying, I also have the feeling of not acceptance some of the times it's not like I 100% accept it all the times and I know it's exhausting, but I still try to be calm about it and be powerful against these thoughts and just live with. Because really, if you don't, you won't succeed, Stuttering is an extra wall Infront of our success that's true but try to challenge these struggles and you will see how much potential you have. this is really what I do.