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I "talked" to a girl We know each other for a long time, she was always into me I always liked her too. Well lately things starting to get a bit more serious, but... there's always a but... she always thought that I probably didn't liked her because I'm not necessarily direct, assertive alpha type of man (maybe because parents raised me as a submissive pleaser and always told me to be careful and not stutter in front of others... lol), but I know I have to be at least in some situations. And I know stuttering is not a biggest problem here, but with stuttering I can't even try it. When we were talking serious business I just barely could say a word... whenever something serious is going on my stutter goes to full throttle. Half the things I can't say at all and other half that barely gets out is complete mess anyway. Shit happens, this is just venting and I don't asking for any comments, just writing these things helps me (to understand it more and by venting it out in front of the others so thanks).