Totally understand where you're coming from. I'm about to make e5 and starting to get into more leadership roles and I always shied away from them. But for the past two years I've kind of been tackling them head on and people don't treat me any different now. Long road though. Quick question tho, how does comms effect you because I can keep it under control enough to spit shit out on the radio. I'm not sure if army officers even have to do that but just curious.