My stutter is all that I think about

My stutter is all that I think about Hey everyone! Feeling pretty defeated today from my stutter. I think about it all day and I feel like it’s controlling my life. I am super afraid to apply to new jobs because of the fear of stuttering in the interview. I also hate how my stutter creates awkwardness in conversations. It makes me sad that other people might associate me with being “awkward” or “weird”. seeing other people speak fluently makes me soooo jealous 😭😩. Does anybody else feel this way?