It will make you stronger, in your own unique way. You're sounding alot like this thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/Stutter/comments/5ib0hh/stuttering_and_the_boy_named_sue/ Whenever there's hardship, one will find a way to adapt; we're wired to evolve. I suppose you consciously thinking it will make you stronger (while in the moment) is a better attitude. I do question if that will cause you to stutter when you feel powerful. Like your brain will associate feeling powerful/strong with stuttering. All the what ifs.