I appreciate that. There were some bad days, and I had to use my PTO urgently to catch a break during those times. I'm not sure. I don't believe any of the calls ever bothered me. I've had my stutter for years before that job. There are also certain words I struggle with the most. "Saturday" Is the hardest to say for me. I often have existential thoughts, even suicidal thoughts, which I thought were normal but apparently are not. I just brush them off. I might try therapy but I also hate talking about my mental health. I'd open up a little more on here as it's anonymous and you can't put a face to my words, however, I do still feel like a burden and like it's unnecessary. I have sat in silence before, but I'd tend to think about nothing and just stare into a void.