am i the one who feels like this?

am i the one who feels like this? am i the only one who gets jealous that other people can talk like its 2nd nature? id have to rehearse the word in my mind slowly before i say it, so i dont end up stuttering and talking too fast. id also have to practice the word slowly and make sure my tongue pronounces every syllable correctly. meanwhile, other people dont even have to do those stuff nor even think about how they stuff. they just think about what theyre going to talk about. i just wish i was like that