It gets better. Please hang on. You aren’t alone in feeling like this. Your age is the toughest phase. If you can, seek out the support of other people who stutter, in actual conversion in person or online. NSA chapters, Friends organization, StutterTalk podcast. There is a road to peace and joyful communication, but you must take the first step to seek solidarity and support. Sending lots of love and understanding ❤️❤️