I wanted to talk about my experience stuttering

I wanted to talk about my experience stuttering It is harrowing to realize that my ability to communicate with other people is limited. I often can only speak if some arbitrary sound isn't included in a sentence I want to speak. If I do manage to push through despite knowing I will stutter, the conversation becomes unpleasant for me and anyone else involved. As I visibly flounder my way through a difficult block, any conversational timing or intimacy is lost. There's so much that I want to say during a conversation but even if I force myself to the effect of speaking influently completely negates the purpose of speaking at all. You cannot connect with another person if they become uncomfortable, lose interest from delay, or become embarrassed for you.