Was playing softball in an after work recreation league. I was asked to join since I used to pitch arc softball when I was in my 20’s and was sort of okay at it. Well I guess the guy coaching us thought he was doing me a favor by asking me to read the lineup before games. I’ve been through therapy and I though I was over caring about things like this so I agreed without hesitation. Well, one time I had a really difficult time getting through the lineup and it took way longer than anyone expected. It was pretty awkward for everyone, and when I finally finished the coach asked if any one had any questions (about the lineup). And one guy, who obviously didn’t like me much, said “Yea, I have a question, can he read it again?” I’m not mad that he said that. Asshats are gonna asshat, right? I’m just so upset at myself for not calling him out on it. I went through pretty intense desensitization as part of my therapy and I used to fantasize about calling people out when they acted like this. And when the moment finally came I just put my head down and ignored him because I didn’t want to make a scene. If you ever read this Jamie, I know I sucked and I probably should of left the team. You should of just told me that instead taking easy shots at the dude who can’t speak as well as you. I hope you’re doing well and all, but seriously man, you suck.