I'm sorry. It can really suck. I found fluency around age \~25 after being a lifelong severe stutterer. I discuss my experience with speech therapy across about 8 different comments in the following post. [https://www.reddit.com/r/Stutter/comments/okaf40/does\_speech\_therapy\_work/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Stutter/comments/okaf40/does_speech_therapy_work/)