You are capable of doing anything you put your mind to and never let your stutter make you think otherwise. do you honestly not enjoy your course or do you think the anxiety is making you dislike it? answer to question one - i dont get over my anxiety. it eats me up, i hate my life, i dont want to leave the house or talk to anyone but i just get up and do it. the more you push yourself, the more bearable it gets. answer to two - i left school having no clue. i got forced into a full time job (a call centre) and i thought about ever possible route i could take. i realised music is my thing so i applied for college. have been in college for two years now and i hate it because of the anxiety but the course is good. side note. tell your college that your struggling. they will happily tell lecturers to not call you out keep your head up man. its not easy but we're all going through the same. feel free to message me anytime, im 21m so im probably going through a similar thing