Yes everything you just said I've experienced 100%...I try to take care of my looks so the girls that really liked me didn't care too much. But yeah it's very hard watching all your friends picking up girls with ease while you have to sit on the side lines...people with minor to medium stutters can pick up girls pretty easily. It's the severe stutterers like myself that have to try really hard or not try at all no matter how good they look....but the main key here is to become unaffected by embarrassment and not care, I know it's cliche but confidence & not caring takes you a long way...I'm in my early 30s and let me tell you it doesn't get any easier at all unless you tough it out & keep trying and get as comfortable as possible taking to girls/people in general.