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I don't quite understand I stutter, but only if I am nervous or excited which is basically 90% of my time. I tried speaking out loud when I was alone and I spoke surprisingly fluent, so I figured that my problem is psychological more than physiological. Unfortunately, I am an overthinker and I have anxiety issues. Can't find a method or a technique to overcome my type of stutter. I can't say that stuttering completely destroyed my life as I always try as hard as I can to avoid it. I have always had excellent grades in school, all my teachers looked up to me, currently In faculty of dentistry. All what on my mind is just FOMO. I feel like an extrovert trapped inside an introvert and I always think about the chances I miss out on because of my fear to stutter. Many people told me that they like my opinions and thinking...etc (via chat most of the time) but they probably don't know about my stuttering and the anxiety I feel everytime I try to speak. Basically I feel like I could have been much much more successful and have bigger influence on my friends, family and society if I didn't have this stutter. Don't know if this really matters to anyone but I felt like someone here might understand my POV.