"I stutter sometimes too", oh yeah😂 I "love" so much when people saying me that)) God, I can feel you, especially about the end of the world. I'm 21, and, you know, sometimes my stutter still feels exactly like that. But hey, most of the time it's okay, I guess. Now I almost don't think about my speech, it's an integral part of me, and I just got used to it. Quite possible that it'll be a lot easier after you finish school. For me studying in school was the worst time of my life, it was SO hard. I wasn't bullied, I got friends, but classes, studying itself was so hard for me. Now I'm getting close to graduating from university and it's a little hard because of that, but the years of studying before that were just amazing. By the way, I'm not a native English speaker too😉