Yeah I feel the same way man. I'm 31 & I can't take it when people down play the pain, anxiety & abuse I've dealt with for years especially when they don't have a handicap themselves..I'm naturally a social person but have had no choice to become a introvert. I've mostly lived life though other ppls stories, like watching life pass though a fucking window. Because I realized 95% of people aren't going to respect me no matter what. I'll always be a retard to them no matter how on point everything else is...so I just said fuck it. At this point I can still enjoy life in someways I can't say my life was bad all the time. I had some good times but theres been a shit load of bad...whatever bro just enjoy your life in anyway you can life is short anyway if u think about it. Maybe try some meds so you don't care as much what others think & just try to be happy. That's what I'm doing at least.