Did you ever look picture of this subreddit? It is SSG, it means "Stutter Support Group". When you write about how miserable and pathetic you are, people assume that you need support, pep talk or hear other stories those perhaps inspire you. If you are that miserable and doesn't want to get help or support, why you bother yourself to write here? Btw hiding behind stutter to cover your all your problems is your choice, but it is bad one.