Thank you for sharing <3 Its nice to see there are other people still learning how to socialize just like me, for so long I was trying to find a person who can get and understand me, thinking that the people are the problem for having a difficult time trying to understand me. until recently when I found myself in situations where I myself don't understand what im saying, and times when I wanted to engage in conversations I try to tell my side of a story, but my brain just simply malfunctions and goes blank I start to forget words and and say something before the other, when im at the spot it makes nervous which adds to my sutter. most of the times its like everything goes nice and smoothly in head until I open my mouth.. you know.. everything goes downhill and collapses and starts a fire.. I just can't communicate verbally sometimes. I really want to learn more about why this happens, is it related to my stutter or not? is it because im kinda of an introvert? >!although sometimes I really want to talk to people but i cant!< is it because the language that I use? my childhood? I have no clue. :)