I feel ya on that one. Hope this rough patch ends soon for you so things get a little easier. My boss asked me to call some service engineers to troubleshoot one of our lab instruments yesterday and I've just been putting it off. I'm going to try calling them today when I'm alone to schedule repairs. I just hate being around other people while in a phone call since there's usually a higher chance of blocks for me most of the time. I fear judgement and wish I didn't :(