Yes I rather be depressed than anxious. I stutter less when I am full on depressed and hopeless(to the point that my legs feel tired all the time and I want to sleep all the time). This is because I stop caring and pretty much just give up trying to get over my stutter. So I am able to speak better when I am depressed but then that better speach makes me happy, I get out of depression and become anxious again and the cycle repeats.