Not just speech therapy—but therapy. A skilled speech therapist who has extensive stuttering therapy experience would be preferred for speech therapy. You can learn tools and strategies to sound different, but stuttering is lifelong in nature. Honestly, though, it sounds like you need to work on all of the things surrounding stuttering. We are all here for you. We want to support you. Check out some stuttering groups online like Friends Who Stutter. https://www.friendswhostutter.org/virtual-adult-group-20-30/ Here are board certified stuttering specialists: https://www.stutteringspecialists.org/findspecialist