I had the genetics to become an alcoholic, so when I realized the positive effect alcohol had on my stutter, and the relief it provided, it took hold and then some. I had years out drinking to disastrous results other than feeling some relief and not worrying about my stutter. When things got bad enough, I got sober, got my life back, and after 11 years sought the relief of a drink. After two years back out drinking, I now have over 6 years back sober. I’ve learned to find relief and accept my stutter without alcohol. Some days are better than others but I hope - with diligence - never to pick up a drink again.