Ooh I think your on something, I do now think I subconsciously stop trying when speaking to people who know about the stutter Cus idk I might think it’s to late or something and I’m maybe to obsessed with being seen as a fluent speaker which isn’t really healthy. Also now a days i even find myself getting frustrated I can’t talk to them like I do to other people which is obviously not the way lol and it just makes it worse. The second part is also true, I’ve have never really talked to anyone about my stutter irl