You can't be quitting jobs in your field where you have very little job experience to begin with. Like can you even put that firm down on your resume? Probably not as you left. Yes I work in civil.engineering and I stutter as well and yes I've had times where I got real depressed about my stuttering and people's reactions. But I kept working and built up that resume. I'm on my 40s now and don't give a flying fock what people think of me.anymore. I know counselling has helped me immensely with my life and my self esteem... That's key is to make sure you work on your self esteem. It is the root of everything. Not meaning to be harsh but I've been there man and I understand the pain.