I'm so sorry to hear about the struggles you've faced with stuttering and the challenges you've encountered within your family. It can be incredibly difficult to navigate such a situation, especially when you feel unsupported by those who are closest to you. Remember that you're not alone, and there are people out there who understand and care. I want you to know that I launched an online community for professionals who stutter a couple of months ago. Our goal is to help people like you navigate stuttering in the workplace and offer a supportive environment to discuss your experiences. The community is completely free, and we would love for you to join and share your story. Connecting with others who stutter can help you feel less isolated and provide a safe space to discuss your challenges and successes. Join here if interested - https://airtable.com/shrXpS5KAEi0I9Pg0 Regarding your education, it's important to remember that it's never too late to change your path or pursue what you're truly passionate about. While stuttering can be a challenging obstacle, it doesn't have to define your life or your potential. With persistence and support, you can work towards managing your stutter and gaining confidence. As you mentioned, you're an adult now, and you have the power to take control of your life and make the changes you desire. It's okay to feel frustrated about the past, but try not to dwell on it too much. Focus on the present and the future, and seek out resources and support that can help you overcome your stuttering and pursue your dreams. Stay strong and remember that you are not alone in this journey. There are many others who understand your struggles and want to help. Wishing you the best in finding the support and courage you need to move forward.