I understand how this can make you feel more anxious, just knowing you have to present in front of people all the time. My only recommendation would be to keep practicing though. The only way to overcome your public speaking anxiety is to face it head-on and practice, unfortunately... Instead of just throwing yourself on stage immediately though, it could help to start out by practicing with small groups or with friends. A more comfortable setting my help you be more relaxed, or at least not care as much. Also remember, most people in the audience either want you to succeed and are cheering for you, or they aren't even listening to a word you're saying. So, try to keep it in perspective that you are your biggest critic, so go easy on yourself. My guess is that you will need to overcome your fear and cope with the anxiety at some point because this probably won't be the last time you are faced with public speaking in your life. Good luck!