"If I had one wish I would use it to remove my stutter". Something I've thought of for like 18 years and I can't find any other answer. I have my zones but this is more thanks to social anxiety though without my stutter I would have waay less problem with socializing irl. I talk in short bursts when I'm uncomfortable (I also check if I will stutter or not), I'm more open and can talk without having to check if I will stutter or not if I'm with people I'm comfortable with. Really hate it when I stutter while asking some stranger like a random grocery store worker.