this stuttering thing is really debilitating, thats for sure. I am the same way, I am quite for the most part unless I am in a good mood and I feel like talkative which is not very often but sometimes it does happen but much less with women I wish there was an easy fix for this but I am afraid I will have to live with this for the rest of my life. When I was a young boy around 9-10 years old my father took me to see a speech therapist and I had really good results after about 6month to a year I stopped suttering but then we moved to the states and I stoped seeing a speech therapist and my stuttering came back little by little...that was such a long time ago seems like a lifetime