Thank you for the kind and inspiring words. About my family and my partner, I know for sure how they'll react because my family did tease me when I tried to say something when I was a kid. The problem with those who are fluent is that they can never understand what it feels like to be in this position. Nobody can figure I struggle with blocks because I speak well. It's the problem I have with certain sounds that ruin my life. I can't go to a shop, ask something because I know I can't say those even if I try to. It's like I go mute and I can sense it coming. I don't avoid things because of this, it's because of the trauma I experienced during my school days. I want to get better and live life free of inhibitions. Thanks again for taking the time to read my post and respond to it. I really appreciate it.