[u/notathrowaway150400](https://www.reddit.com/user/notathrowaway150400/) do this! Your anxiety and your stutter aren't going to magically improve, you have to work on it! As you are noticing, being able to comunicate is quite important to get a job; that should be one of your main goals now. It doesn't mean "curing" your stutter, but learning to live with it and eliminating or reducing that anxiety to manageable levels. Beleive me, those 2 are a huge investment.