This is so hard to read because I know that exact feeling. So isolating. You end up hating yourself. I can say my name. But I get stuck on certain words constantly. And yes, it’s very embarrassing. And it’s debilitating. It does kind of mess everything up. You end up constantly anxious. Or very depressed when alone. Anxious. Depressed. I wish I could solve this problem. But I have it too. And I can’t solve it for myself either. Very sad for us. Shit situation. Oh well. I just end up looking out into the ocean a lot. Or spend time in nature to calm me down. Listen to music. Talk to the people that do know me and do listen. Try to face situations the best I can. I’ve been homeless as well. Cos obviously I can’t work. Cos I’m like constantly anxious and struggle to speak. I was homeless.. with a stutter. Ain’t easy.