I don’t know who I am. To study about myself, I wrote almost all of my experiences to know about myself. What I realized is that the behavior that I did when I was 13 was totally same to the behavior that I did when I was 26. I was in the same energy(?), emotion(?) at those times. And Can I do something with this energy? I don’t think so.. Now I just can know that something which came up to me before comes to me again. and I can’t helping being with it..