Yeah man it really does suck. I feel like if I were to complete this final step I would be completely done and fulfilled in my self help journey. I notice that when people speak they connect on a deeper level with emotional speak. They talk about topics in relation to feelings, self expression, etc, but as a person who has never been able to defend himself emotionally, or even clarify his own emotions when someone bastardized my words when speaking it hard to know where to start. It been terribly long since I’ve engaged in conversation like that as I’ve always avoided it due to seeing people laugh, or get annoyed as I spoke about my emotion. Really hope someone has experienced in this endeavor and responds.