Is this it? Is this shit all I will ever live for?

Is this it? Is this shit all I will ever live for? Fuck this. Please don't read this if you don't wanna ruin your mood. I can never succeed in anything. Nothing emotional here, I am just speaking from past experiences. I dont want to waste my time explaining it cuz I know anyone reading this can relate. I suck at everything, and the worst part is its not even my fucking fault. Everything changes everyone improves and moves ahead but for me, It's always been this way and will continue to be this way forever. I utterly despise the fact that I'll always be a shadow of what I can be and will forever be mocked and looked down upon. I don't even know whats the point of anything anymore. God, nature or whatever screwed me over and thats it really. Life is honestly too shit for me to even care anymore, not like anyone else does anyways. Fuck this. I fucking hate everything and everyone and all of it can go to hell forever for all I care.