you’re probably overly interpreting what the people around you are thinking, like subconsciously assuming that the vibe of the conversation is gonna be like this once you start voicing out your opinions, that’s just your brain fam and the years of the same negative thought feedbacks but you gotta notice it and stop yourself, it kinda dismisses the actual conversation you want to have with the person bc you’re stuck in your head. you also should start letting go of the idea of avoiding a stutter bc it’s realistically impossible, maybe look into the idea of going “through” a stutter