Listen, pal. Love is temporary. It is a temporary biochemical reaction because you want to get laid or you got laid and its the only time you got laid and so you don't want the feeling to end. It's normal. Get over it. No one cares. "One day, you and everyone you love will die. And beyond a small group of people for an extremely brief period of time, little of what you say or do will ever matter. This is the Uncomfortable Truth of life. And everything you think or do is but an elaborate avoidance of it. We are inconsequential cosmic dust, bumping and milling about on a tiny blue speck. We imagine our own importance. We invent our purpose—we are nothing", you are nothing. This relationship is nothing. There will be others. Many others. You'll fall in "LOVE" again. You may get married at some point because of LOVE. Only to later realize that it was just lust, a chemical reaction, that fades, then you’re stuck because of a contract and you continue because of compatibility or mutualism due to children. It’s why the divorce rate is high and fewer and fewer people are getting married. Yes, stuttering sucks. But others like you and like me, have found a way to deal with. Yes, our road during this short time here on this planet is a little more challenging than most of the population. But if you have access to the internet and are on Reddit and complaining about “LOVE” then you’ve already go it better than 80% of the world’s population. Sure, it’s true that I would rather not have a stutter but I can’t change reality and I have to deal with it, so do you. Get over it, move on. Do something productive, someone else will come along.