It’s okay buddy just know that we all have a purpose, talking for me was a really rough experience, it was rough until I accepted being the odd ball and if people judge you by your voice it is their loss, because as everyone knows In the stuttering community knows, that the behind each stutter is a real person, that’s why I loved going to the National Stuttering Conference it was the first time I truly felt accepted! And even surprised myself by feeling completely comfortable to talk to 90+ people and I was 22 and it was the very first time I was able to speak to a crowd of people! I stuttered all the way through college, but since leaving the school scene you’ll be surprised on how little your stutter impacts your adult life at least in my opinion! Idek but I’m an adrenaline/anxiety junky and actually took a serving job to see who made me stutter and who I felt comfortable talking to!