Mostly, yes. I feel like I am not worthy of being in a relationship were the other person won't get a confident man. I feel it would be annoying for the other person to be held back by all accounts, especially if they are social. The other thing is, having kids. I absolutely cannot risk having a kid and him getting my stutter DNAs. I know it's not a guarantee hit but my dad had a stutter, and so did two of his kids. I know my luck and I don't want to ruin another person's life like this. I don't wish stuttering on anyone. My lineage and my name will end with me. It's kind of sad when you think about it - there will be no one to remember me after I am gone, and maybe after my brothers are gone too. My name will be uttered one last time some day and then, gone. No one will carry my name. But, so be it.