Hey bud. First off, I wanna say you write very well. I hope you find enjoyment in writing your thoughts and pursue a writing career. It’s clear you have a gift of expressing yourself through writing. To answer your question, yes it’s normal. But don’t hold on to that envy. The key to living live with a stutter is letting the stutter show you how to treat others. You have a built in short cut to empathy and being a good listener. Listen to people, be curious, and treat others who are different well.