Embarrassed myself in front of potential friends and now they don’t talk to me
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Embarrassed myself in front of potential friends and now they don’t talk to me I stuttered so much and so violently during a group project that they just stopped actively texting me on social media too lmao. Before that day, I was on my way to becoming friends with all of them. I really hate myself for stuttering and I feel absolutely mortified. I cannot put my embarrassment into words. I lost an opportunity to make great friends because of my stupid stutter, which was especially bad that day. I know I couldn’t control it but it feels like my fault. It is my fault. It’s a new year but I still can’t forget how mortified I was. They didn’t say anything but I could tell how much it repulsed them. I feel so pathetic and when I think of that day I never want to speak to anyone ever again.