Human person! You have value. You matter. I don’t know you but I promise you, you have value. You haven’t found your place yet but please don’t give up! And you don’t have to be in anyone’s schedule but your own. It can be so hard to go. We places and try new things, but if you continue to explore, you will find your spot. Try places that welcome newcomers. Go to the same coffee shop repeatedly and get to be in smile/eye contact zone with the same people, maybe find out their names. Honey I don’t know you but I want to reassure you, you really do matter.