Always stuttered, been feeling worse since the lockdown.

Always stuttered, been feeling worse since the lockdown. I have always been a stutterer and it bothered me my entire life. A thing I wasn't noticing is that, before the pandemic, I was getting really good with the words and talking. Sometimes, I could formulate and spit entire monologues out of my mouth without stuttering! Still, I stuttered sometimes, and always got annoyed by it. After the lockdown, I feel it so much worse. I struggle pronouncing a normal sentence and putting my feelings and thoughts into words... I was just thinking that I shouldn't been complaining about my previous stuttering, because it became so bad now. I hate the stuttering so much that I couldn't see my own evolution. Just a rant.