Thanks bro 🙏. I’m thinking about signing up for toastmasters. And I feel very similar to you as well, some days I am on a roll, other days I collapse under the pressure to maintain that and I stutter more. I have been severely severely depressed since my international flight to India looking at the air hostesses who could talk perfectly with English as their second language. I feel collapsed and like I am dying. I don’t know bro, I just don’t know. I am losing it