Its just so frustrating at times. I know if I didn't have a stutter I would be a completely different person and would have an entirely difference life than I do now. My goals and dreams are to become more fluent and becoming an accountant or lawyer or even any office job really. It seems so farfetched now. I remember having a group interview a few years ago and I totally froze and was let go round 1 it absolutely crushed me.