23(m). I'm going through exactly what you've described. My stutter is very severe and i have crippling depression and anxiety. Never had enough money to go to a speech therapist or a normal one. I wish i could say something encouraging but I'm still going through a bad phase rn(mentally) so all I can say is, you're not alone. Oh and yes, i recently got a job. After being rejected from over 10 companies(lowest point of my life), i finally found a company which took me in coz of my skills rather than focusing on my stutter. You'll find one too hopefully. Best of luck for the future.